| Location | Aberdeen |
| Age | 9 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 16/03/1998 |
| Date of Death | 16/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 8,946 since 18/01/2008 |
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Siobhan Shearer, or Chevie as we knew her, lost her fight against cancer on her 9th birthday 2007.
Chevie fought this illness with more courage and dignity than I have ever seen in anyone. She never complained about the pain she was in, or the restrictions her treatment put upon her. Chevie always had a smile on her face, and hated anyone being sad. She could not bear to see anyone cry, and would tell anyone off who was sad around her.
Chevie lived in Aberdeen, Scotland, with her parents Alex and Leeanne, and her wee brother Morgan. Chevie and Morgan were best friends as well as brother and sister, and losing Chevie has probably affected Morgie more than any of us. He misses her terribly, as do we all.
Chevie, Morgan and I would watch SpongeBob Squarepants together for hours, and as a result, SpongeBob has become a very big part of my life. He and Patrick Star bring me so much pleasure, as they bring back many happy memories of the laughter we three shared whilst watching the shows.
I first met Chevie and her family when her illness was mentioned on a bikers chat forum I am a member of. My friend Gary and I decided to hold a raffle and book a band in a pub to raise funds for a holiday in Florida that the family were hoping to go on.
The 'pub' idea esculated into a weekend rally, but sadly Chevie never got to go on her holiday. Before she passed away, Chevie asked me to make a promise that I would help other children and thier families who were going through what Chevie and her family were suffering. In honour of Siobhan, Gary and I set up a fundraising project to do just that.
In Chevie's memory, we now hold all kinds of fundraising events, and since Chevie passed in March 2007, the Siobhanathon project has raised nearly £5000, and has helped 3 more children to get thier dream.
Please check out our website at www.siobhanathon.co.uk to see what Chevie has inspired Gary and I to do.
The generosity of the bikers and public who have helped us keep the promise we made to Siobhan alive, has been tremendous.
We thank each and eveyone of you..........
There is not a day goes by when I do not think of Chevie, and feel sad that she is no longer here. I miss her smile, her great sense of humour and her hugs.
Siobhan in my inspiration, my sunshine and my happiest thought.
Whenever I am down, feel angry or sad, I think of Chevie. Her strength and courage has pulled me through so much, and I feel honoured to have known such a beautiful person, and I feel cheated that she was taken far too soon.
I also thank Chevie for the chance to meet her family, who have become very good and dear friends of mine.
Rest in peace sweet Siobhan.
I love and miss you, always.
Juke xx
-X- With Love For You Beautiful Angel –X-
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love an thoughts at this time of year xx
Hiya babe....
Hiya babe,
sorry chev, i could'nt get down to clan tonight.... i really was wanting to go down so was nana, but we could'nt get a lift and it was just too cold to take emily out....
i am thinking of you very much, everyday to be honest.....
im not having much luck at the moment, your dad's going out on a date with someone, that really hurt's me very much... he has no idea just how much i love him, but i guess it's not enough any more.... id do anything to have him back here with us....
i dont know what to do? he's finding it alot easier than me to move on, he's prooved that by meeting someone so quick.... i woul'nt know where to start? should i go on the web-sites to see what's what? i would'nt know what to say?
oh chev, what id do just to speak to you face to face....
i love you just as much today as the first day that i saw you... xxxx bye bye for now babe, keep warm xxxx
Hi chevie,
Hiya how are you doing? I hope your keeping warm in this cold weather. I'm sorry I have not been on lately I've been busy with the kids. You probably know that lol.
I so wish you was still here as we are all lost without you. I hate this time of the year because your not with us. Am so so sorry that I have not been on. But you know we all love you so so so much and we all think about you, every day your always with us no matter what.
Love & miss you loads & loads ,
Love your crazy aunty loopy ,Nana & Co
hiya babe....
Hiya babe,
How are you? I'm feeling a bit lost at the moment....
I'm worried about Morgan..... Yesterday at School he asked a man of the cloth if he would ever see you again.... The man said that he would but you would'nt know him? Is this true? i'm hoping that it's not.... It up-set Morgan a lot, as you could imagin.... Chev, I really hope that we will see you in time.... That's what we live for, I dont think that I or them could cope if that we were never to see you again.... I'm hoping that you could find away to let us know that your here with us in that we will see you again? So if you could find away to let me know, I'd really like that....
Chev, you know that we love you very much and that we miss you every single day, we wish that you were here all the time.....
We will always love you, our love will never fade away....
Love always mummy and morgan xxxx
In Loving Memory of a Lovely Daughter
I'm nearly at your resting place
And just as I get near,
I swear I hear your voice cry out
Look- I'm over here.
I've brought some lovely flowers
For you my lovely Daughter,
I'll only be a minute now
I'll go and get some water.
As I walk across the grass
And place the flowers in the pot,
I say to God, forgive me
But I miss her such a lot.
They say that everything that's wished
Come to those who wait,
I wish I could gather you in my arms
And run out of that gate.
Hiya Angel.....
Hiya Angel.....
I'm nae to sure where to start.... So I'm just going to go with what's in my head, in hope that it comes out right....
First off I need to tell you that I do love you sooooo much, in that I miss you much more than words could ever say.....
Chevie, I'm so very sorry that I've nae been up to your housie in ages, I could make up exuses but I wont because there's no exuse.... From this moment onwards I do promise to come up every Sunday, be it raining, snowing, freezing with the wind.... Unless the snow is real bad in I just canna get out, but apart from that I promise I will bve up, in if for some reason I cant get up, I'll let you know through your candle's.... I hope that you can forgive me for not coming up?
Even though I was'nt up, I was always thinking oif you, your never far from my heart in thought's... Your with me alway's....
I'm feeling a bit lost just now... I'm thinking that you already know what's going on between me in your dad? Chev, I just dont know what to do for the best? I mean, do I just cut my losses in walk away or do I stick it out in hope that things will work out? If I chooes the first one, it would be hard, we've got a lot of history, but if I'm being honest, I dont think that I can take much more of your dad's mind games, he say's that he's not ''playing me'' but it really feel's like he is... I just dont understand him just now... In that's nae good.... I feel that he's hurting me in every which way, in the worst part is he does'nt see it.... I just dont know what to do?
I dont think that he know's either, in if he does, he's nae telling me.... It's such a big mess, in I canna see how it's going to get better, I've tried talking to him about what I'd like to happen, in also about how I feel, but he wont say much, infact I dont know what he want's? If I knew it would be a lot easier, dont you think? Oh what to do?? I do wish that your were here so I could hear what you have to say....
Anyway, enough doom in gloom for now....
Morgan has settled down at school... He got off at a bad start.... But I must say.... I'm well happy that he's enjoying school, aye I said that he's enjoying school.... He's behaving really well, I've nae had any phone call's from the teachers or anything like that.... So I'm well impresses... Keep up the good work eh?
Emily's having lot's of fun at nursery... She told me her teacher's name today.... I thought that was cool.... She's getting her school photo done very soon... I'll get it on here for you some how.... I think auntie loopy can do stuff like that, so I'll have a word ok?
I started my christmas shopping the other day.... Just got a doll's house for emi.... I was hoping that if it's ''fine'' with you? Would it be ok if I were to get bally cleaned up, in looking good again, that I could give it to emi as part of her christmas? I think she'll love him, just like you did.... She'll get hours of fun with bally, you were never off him, in I think emi would be the same.... I'm thinking about a new phone for morgan, I think he would like a blackberry....
Anyway Angel, I'm going to go for now,
Your mummy's little angel sent from above just for me to love xxxxx
Hugs in kisses to you too jerry xxxx I hope that your being a good boy for Chev? xxxx
Hi sis its morgie just thought i should say something got u in mind not doin much watch in a stupit movie piranha honestly its so silly, the only good movie so far is kung fu panda 2 which u properly watched with me !!!!!!!! we are hopeing to see zoo keeper lookes funny, well it,s getting late im a bit yawn way so im away off soon. i love u and miss u loads xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Hi Chevie,
Hi toots sorry i have not been on in a while.I have been a busy bee lol. I have been thinking of the good old days when you & Morgan came to Nana's like every weekend to stay over. I loved it cos we use to have so much fun eh. Then u fell ill & everything changed. But in a way it didn't cos i loved spending time with u in the hosp as we really grow closer it was a feeling that i loved. Waking up in the Morning to u cos u was always smiling even when u had ur op's u always had a smile. I remember when i took in Dirty Dancing u turned round & rolled ur eyes & sed that will be boring lol & i laughed & said no its not lol. When we watched it u loved it lol I remember after it finished all u done was rewind it back to the last song :). I love that song & every time i see Dirty Dancing is our film & it always will toots. We all love & miss u so so so much words can not describe the pain any of us have. Lots of love Loopy Nana & co xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hiya babe....
Hiya babe,
Well I've nae that much to say, as I'm feeling very lost in sad....
How is it that I never get things right, I always mess-up in one way or another? I canna seem to get it right with no-one, it's like the more I try, the worse I feel when it all goes wrong, I always seem to get hurt....
I do try my best to be there for people, in nae freak-out, but I always get it thrown back in my face..... I try to be there in help in the best way that I can, but saying that, I'm nae the best person to go to with problems, as I do tend to lose my temper when really I shouldni, I dont mean to do that it just happens, in then once it's done it's me feeling that I shoulda handled it better, but by the time everythings been said, it's too late....I really should learn from my mistakes eh? Maybe I should go to a ''anger management'' class!! lol
Things seem to go from bad to worse.... I really dont know what to do? Cause it looks to me that, that's it, no turning back, well we canna, can we, we swore on your housie, in we both know that we'll nae go back on that..... So what do I do now? I just dont know.... I feel alone,crap,sad and empty....I'll just have to wait in see where we go from here, things might just work out better? We can live in hope eh Chev?
I've got this other thing haning over me, I dont know what to make of that either? I am worried, I do know that much.... What will be, will be eh?
Chevie, I know that I've a cheek to ask you a favour, but I'm going to any way.... Could you firstly come in visit me in my dreams, to give me a kiss n cuddie, cause I really could be doing with one or two from you.... Also sprinkle some ''fairy dust'' arond me just for some luck in happyness? Thanx Chev.....
You know that I love you very much in there's not a day that goes by that I dont think of you, cause I do....
Your Mummy's Little Angel Sent From Above Just For Me To Love xxxx
Hi Chevie,
I Wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and day before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, from which I'll never part. God has you in HIS arms, I have you in my heart always & forever lots of love Aunty loopy, Nana & Co xxxxxxxxx
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