| Location | Aberdeen |
| Age | 9 years |
| Date of Birth | 3/1998 |
| Date of Death | 3/2007 |
| Visitors | 5,179 since 18/01/2008 |
| Creator |
Siobhan Shearer, or Chevie as we knew her, lost her fight against cancer on her 10th birthday 2007.
Chevie fought this illness with more courage and dignity than I have ever seen in anyone. She never
complained about the pain she was in, or the restrictions her treatment put upon her. Chevie always
had a smile on her face, and hated anyone being sad. She could not bear to see anyone cry, and would
tell anyone off who was sad around her.
Chevie lived in Aberdeen, Scotland, with her parents Alex and Leeanne, and her wee brother Morgan.
Chevie and Morgan were best friends as well as brother and sister, and losing Chevie has probably
affected Morgie more than any of us. He misses her terribly, as do we all.
Chevie, Morgan and I would watch SpongeBob Squarepants together for hours, and as a result,
SpongeBob has become a very big part of my life. He and Patrick Star bring me so much pleasure, as
they bring back many happy memories of the laughter we three shared whilst watching the shows.
I first met Chevie and her family when her illness was mentioned on a bikers chat forum I am a
member of. My friend Gary and I decided to hold a raffle and book a band in a pub to raise funds for
a holiday in Florida that the family were hoping to go on.
The 'pub' idea esculated into a weekend rally, but sadly Chevie never got to go on her holiday.
Before she passed away, Chevie asked me to make a promise that I would help other children and thier
families who were going through what Chevie and her family were suffering. In honour of Siobhan,
Gary and I set up a fundraising project to do just that.
In Chevie's memory, we now hold all kinds of fundraising events, and since Chevie passed in March
2007, the Siobhanathon project has raised nearly £5000, and has helped 3 more children to get thier
dream.
Please check out our website at www.siobhanathon.co.uk to see what Chevie has inspired Gary and I to
do.
The generosity of the bikers and public who have helped us keep the promise we made to Siobhan
alive, has been tremendous.
We thank each and eveyone of you..........
There is not a day goes by when I do not think of Chevie, and feel sad that she is no longer here. I
miss her smile, her great sense of humour and her hugs.
Siobhan in my inspiration, my sunshine and my happiest thought.
Whenever I am down, feel angry or sad, I think of Chevie. Her strength and courage has pulled me
through so much, and I feel honoured to have known such a beautiful person, and I feel cheated that
she was taken far too soon.
I also thank Chevie for the chance to meet her family, who have become very good and dear friends of
mine.
Rest in peace sweet Siobhan.
I love and miss you, always.
Juke xx
Hi toots....
Hi toot's,
I know I've not been on in a while but as you know a lot has happend over the last week or so... And there is still more crap to come as you probably know?
Chevie if you could help me out big time that would be good.... Chev to be honest with you I'm well worried to what will and could happen if this can't be fixed! Dad and Morgan are trying to keep me thinking happy thoughts but it's so not easy, As you probably know too? Che if you could work some of your magic that would be cool.
Was up to your housie today, It's not looking too bad, But I'd like to and will be up to put up some stuff for your birthday which is very soon... Infact it's 8 day's.... I will be up and hopefully Nana and the dudes will be up too, Thinking about getting balloons (pink ones of course) and letting them float away up to the clouds... Was thinking as well, We could write a wee note on a bit of paper and tie it to the balloon for you, So you can read it up in the clouds, What do you think?
Chev, I do miss you so very much, I miss everything about you, There's not one thing that I could say that I miss the most.... I just miss all of you, I always will miss you no matter what.
I'm always thinking of you and wishing things would have worked out better for us. There's not a day that goes by that I dont think of you in one way or another. Chev I love you so very much and please come could you come and visit me and let me know that your there?
See you soon hunni till then you take good care of you and your angel chums... Remember that Your Mummys little Angel sent from above just for me to love. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
MISSING YOU SO MUCH!!
I am missing you so very much, I think of you most of the day and when I go to my bed at night, Well that's the worst time as there's no-one up and no noise so you do have time to think about things, By the time I think I always end up crying... Siobhan I remember when you had to go down to York Hill Hospital for a week it did my head in that I could not see or even speak to you, That was the longest week ever, I could not wait for you to come home so I could give you a big kiss and cuddle.... I keep thinking to myself I wish that she was just down there, Then I could just go and see you.
It's two years soon, I just cant believe that the time has gone past so quick... I thought that that week you were away was to long... But I'd give anything for that week back, Just knowing that you were coming home would just be fantastic - brill - cool - super well it would mean the world to me just to hold you in my arms to smell you touch you (crying just now) feel you next to me. I do miss you every day that I wake up it's just not the same you know that somethings not right in your life and there's nothing you can do about it! That's the hardest part knowing that you cant do anything... You've just got to be strong and carry on even though you wish that you could be with you if that makes sence to you?
I will be up to your housie on Saturday with a card and a single yellow rose for you... I have bought credits for you too so you will be getting some stuff on Saturday as well, I dont care if the snow is still here and six feet deep! I promise that I will be up.
Siobhan I dont need to tell you that I love and miss you with all my heart because I know that you know... I do love you to the moon, Stars and back again and your Mummy's little angel sent from above just for me to love xoxoxox
Hi ya sweetie....
Hi ya sweetie,
Well there's a new baby in the family... Auntie Louise has had a baby girl yes that's another girl... She now has two... Louise called her Kallie - Jayne, the Jayne is after you and Emily... She looks the spit of Kaysha - She's just lovely, She looks small but she was nearly 8lbs that's twice the size of Emily.. But like I said she looks tiny - got a head full of hair just like Kaysha, Loopy's still in Hospital as she had to have a C-section..... very sore!!! They are both fine though and that's what matters eh?
Emily is coming on leap and bounds... She's five & a half months now!! Getting so big so fast, She reminds me of you in so many ways, Which I like - Sleeps all night, I get her down any time between nine and ten, Which suits me, Coz then I can just go to my bed. Then she get's up any time after seven, So she's like a little alarm clock... Good for getting Morgan and Dad up in the morrning!!
Emily love's her food - Brekfast dinner and supper and sometimes she even has pudding with her supper... She's a little fatty!! In the nicest way of course... Lol.
She also loves a bath, Morgan takes her in for me most of the time and sometimes I go in with her, I took her in the shower the other night, She just loved it... I'm going to take her to the bathes when the weather is better I think she'll just love it too? We tried to get her a baby walker today but I never liked the ones that we saw so we're just going to order one off of E-bay, We should get it in a few days... I hope!
I do wish that you were here, I know that you would have just loved her, she is so much fun, Like you she makes me smile.. I do get very sad when I think of all the things you would do for her and me and how much help you would be, I think you would want to be beside her all the time and you would just love to feed, change and just cuddle her.... I hope that you do look in on her from time to time and make sure that she is safe just like her own angel?
Well hunni I have a hot date this afternoon.... I have a load of ironing to do so I better get it started or I'll never do it... What a thought, Who ever said 'a womans work is never done' was so right!! Chev I will be back on to speak to you very soon, So till then you take good care of you and your chums up there and send my love to them all, I love you to the moon stars and back again and dont forget that your Mummy's little angel sent from above just for me to love.. xoxoxoxoxo
Hi sis!!!
Hi sis,
Went to the deintist On Wedensday past.... dondondondon! I'm just about catching up with your shinnie teeth.... I got another six months, That means I've had no work done for a year... Mum & dad was well proud & not to mention happy, Mind you so was I!
I have a funny feeling that you too would be well impressed with me? Infact Mum & Dad was that happy that they took me off school for the rest of the day, For a treat, We went to your favourite restraunt.... Yip that's right we went to Carmines... It was so fine, No wonders you got Mum to take you there every week.... It's sooooo lovely, Then after that we went bowling, That too was good fun apart when Dad won....
I went on my rolerblades today, It was fun to start with but sadly they were hurting my legs... So I could'nt stay out on them long, But Mum said to give them another try as they might just hurt just now because there new... So here's hoping the more I wear them the better they will be & loosen off so I can wear them more offten!
Got to go to bed soon as I've got school tomorrow... Boring... But I will be back real soon to write too you..
Love you heaps miss you more, Come & see me in our room at night please as I do like it when you turn the light up & down... It just let's me know that your there with me.... xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
loads xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Hi toot's!!
Do you know that I tried three times yesterday to light you a candle and I could not... There must have been something wrong with the site!!
Well it was a hard day yesterday as one of Nana's chum's Mum - inlaw was told that she has a few 'Harry's' on her lungs... It's hard as we all know and it brings it all back to everyone we met in that Hospital. You know the lady that I'm going on about? She was the lady that did the face painting on your fun day... Linda - She stay's accross the road from Nana, Do you remember? I'm sure you do, Well it's her Mum - inlaw thing is Chev, Amy that's the lady who has 'Harry's name, She 80! She's had her life and as far as I know she has told her family that she's tired, Not that I'm saying it's ok because she's 80 because it's not but you were only 8!!
That's what get's to me, You had your whole life ahead of you and sadly it was took away from you and there was nothing we could do about it.... That drives me nuts, If someone had said do this and Chvie will be 'fine' we would have done it, There would have been no limits to what we would have done to save you Chevie and make you all better...
I am thinking of Linda's family and Amy too, I just hope things dont go to bad as we know how nasty 'Harry' can be! So we will say a little prayier for them all just to send our love to them...
Chevie I was wanting to tell you just how much I'm missing you each and everyday... I miss you with all my heart and soul.... I think of you everyday there's not a day that goes by that I dont think of you in one way or another... You are the air that I breath, Sometimes I find it very hard to breath because it hurts so bad, You not being here with us, with me, I really do miss everything about you, your smiling face, your cheekyness, your hugs and kisses, your I love you's.... I truely do miss everything about you.
I do hope that your safe from harm and that your being a good girl no-matter where you are and what your doing and that your helping all the other Angels? Speaking of Angels.... Your Mummy's little Angel sent from above just for me to love xoxoxox
sending love
Hi Chevie. I met your mum in hospital when she was having little Emily. We spoke alot about you. The sudden arrival of your little sister will always be with me. Your mum held my little Josh and I held wee Emily.
Im sure that your mum needs a hug right now so Im sending her one pretty pronto. Little Chevie I send you a kiss X
Love Paula, Malcy and baby Josh xx
Hi toots....
Hi toots just a wee up date on things down here...
Well to be honest with you there's not much happening after the Xmas & New year break... We had a quite Xmas day, I'm not going to say it was a nice one as it's our second one with out you but our first with your little sister Emily...
It was just like another day to be honest if it was not for the presents that Morgan was opening up you would not have knowen it was Xmas day... Emily got fed up and she fell asleep before she opend her prezzies... That was a wee bit funny...
I was right as well when i said that Morgan would cry with the prezzie that you and Emily got him... I was soooo right... He did, Right there and then I knew that he loved his new Panda.. I know that he thanx you from the bottom of his heart, He has called him Jaffa... So now he has Jessie and Joe as the Mummy and Daddy and Jaffa as the baby.... Sweet eh? I think they help him sleep at night so I dont mind and I know for a fact they have helped him alot since you had to go... So if they help.... Well that's fine with me.
Chevie Nana's coming up tomorrow to help me sort out stuff for your housie as I need to take down your Xmas tree and stuff... I dont want to as it looks so lovely but I'm going to have to... So I'm not sure what I'm going to put up insted? I bought you My little pony jelliez, I was thinking I could do them and cover them with some glitter? I thought that, that would look really cool, Not sure if it would work though but I think we have done it before... Remember the ones we did in the Hospital then we did them at home? Yes the ones I have on the glass unit, Well if they came out looking like that I think the pony ones will be just like them, So I will take my time and hope for the best and see what happens... Wish me luck hunni....
I'm going to have to go for now hunni, I've got a few things to do before I go to my bed... So I'll see you soon till then you take real good care of yourself...
Remember that 'Your Mummy's little angel sent from above just for me to love' xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Hi toots....
Hi toots just a wee up date on things down here...
Well to be honest with you there's not much happening after the Xmas & New year break... We had a quite Xmas day, I'm not going to say it was a nice one as it's our second one with out you but our first with your little sister Emily...
It was just like another day to be honest if it was not for the presents that Morgan was opening up you would not have knowen it was Xmas day... Emily got fed up and she fell asleep before she opend her prezzies... That was a wee bit funny...
I was right as well when i said that Morgan would cry with the prezzie that you and Emily got him... I was soooo right... He did, Right there and then I knew that he loved his new Panda.. I know that he thanx you from the bottom of his heart, He has called him Jaffa... So now he has Jessie and Joe as the
Sorry!!!
I am truely truely sorry Chev, I should have knowen better! I should have lit you a candel on New Years Day for you... I thought you might of had other people lighting you a candle... I was up to your housie that's why I never lit one but I should have came on to see if you did have one, I am very sorry that I never did one.
I never wished you a 'happy new year' either only because I think it's for older people and your just a toot and besides it's not giong to be that 'happy' is it? Well your there and I'm here, So how can that be a 'happy' one it's now two years since we've saw each other and I'm hateing every moment of that....
I miss you so much, now and forever.... You are always in my heart and thoughts.
Your Mummy's little angel sent from above just for me to love... xoxoxox
Happy Christmas Hunni!!!
Here we go again.... Another Christamas without you! And I truly hate it..
That's been two years now and it feels like a life time since I've saw your smiling face and it hurts so much... I never looked at the girls toys this year as I think it would have just upset me, There's so much that I would have wanted for you.
I'm remembering our last Christmas together and wish that I could have done things better for you, I do see your smiling face, It was very white our hair was whispy and all over the place, You looked tired.... What I would'nt do just to have you here to live that day and so many others again with you.... Oh here I go again... Wiping the tears away... Sorry hunni the tears just keep coming on strong...
The worst part is trying to be happy... We have to be for Morgan and now Emily, I know that she is only a baby but I know that you would want her and Morgan to have a really good day, I just wish that I had three kids to see opening prezzies... Sorry was having a moment there too!!
Chevie I keep on thinking that there's a bit of you in Emily.. She is so like you when you were a baby in so many different ways too... She does look just like you more so than Morgan, Same colour of hair, Same eye's, nose, She defenitly looks like you and if she growes up to be half the little girl you are then I'm very happy to see you in her... She's getting so big and I know that you would have just loved her too bits, (Having a moment again)...(sorry). It does make me cry when I think about how good you would be to Emily and how much you would do for her and me, I know that you would help with her, read storys, take her out for walks, bath her too and even change her stinkie bum!! Ok I may have just took it to far with the stinkie bum eh?... lol
Chevie there is no dout that I miss you, I know that you know that, I know that you know that I just cant wait to see or hold you in my arms again as I miss all the cuddles and kisses from you and the 'I love you to the moon stars and back again' It's been to long, We dont here that now, Morg dont say it to us like you did, He say's 'I love you's' Not that I'm complaining about him saying that, We just miss you saying that to us everyday....
Granda is coming round for Christmas lunch infact he's coming round at the back of ten... It should be fun....
Morgan thinks he's not getting much, I've tried so hard to keep things from him, I know for a fact that he's just going to love the prezzie from you and Emily... It might even make him cry!
I'm going to leave you a prezzie from Emily and myself under your tree, You can open it up when you want!
I do hope that you can pop into see us and Nana too as I know that she too is missing and thinking of you alot just now... So go accross there and coz some havok!!
We will be up to your housis today with your Christmas cards, But I know that you wont be there, You'll be to busy having your Christmas with all your angel chums, like Lisa, Siobhan, Michale, Ritchard Dennis and Jessica... I do hope that you are all together and having the best time ever, I only wish that I was there with you all....
Going to go for now hunni but I will be back on soon to write to you.
I love, miss and think of you all the time Chevie, You are always in my heart and thoughts and always will be hunni. You take good care of you and your angel chums, See you very soon.
Remember that 'Your Mummy's little angel sent from above just for me to love' xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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